Don't call my name, I'm not your babe.

♥ Date: Saturday, November 28, 2009

Mom asked me to be more girly....be a true lady as in perempuan sejati.
Once more kena sound..
I wanted to laugh out loud but due to circumstances ahaha I just smiled.

Don't assume me to be so girly, lemah lembut...the fact is I am really not suited to be describe as like that. Note that it's my mom, the person who has been living with me for as long as I live so it's no doubt she knows how I truly am.
And note that I have 3 boys, my flesh and blood to share my life with.
I get rough, I play what they play. One of it is err..heard of kicking the ball at the wall in the house?" That one gerek last2 can gaduh but I hate PSP, PS3 and computer games, I sit like them, I talk like them (talk roughly la, like how boys talk I suppose).
They shout, I shout.
I yell, they yell...
We curse each other when we get on each other's nerve.
They will ask me "Nak jadi tomboy eh?" And I will reply "Bole jugak ar".

When I have to attend occasions, I will always make noise, 'Why must wear baju kurung? I want to wear jeans and t-shirt like them. Why I cannot wear like them?"
The only difference is that I'm full of emotions but no reaction and that's why I'm labelled as "feelingless and heartless". Hey it's a good description of me, isn't it?

Thus, next time if someone ask me to intro and describe myself, I'll say "I'm feelingless and heartless. And I can be a tomboy whenever I want to be. Are you game for it?"
No? Bole blah.